On my brother's 28th death anniversery | By Souraseni B

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     In Memorium









I blame you

Because you came to the end of the road

Without me

And declared yourself free

I blame you 

Because you made me 

So very lonely.



They say I talk too much

Can I say them it’s ‘cause of you?

All my childhood afternoons

That I roamed alone and alone

Where, where were you?

I blame you 

Because you made me 

So very lonely.


I claim to know what crossed your mind

That you whispered to me an untimely good-bye

Unspoken words you’ve left behind

Undone things we’ll never get to do

No sharing thoughts you never knew.

Trust me I am angry with you.


A peace has fallen upon your head

A taste of sorrow we have been fed

It really is like a hole in our lives

One swiftly dug but carved out by knives.




Dedicated to my brother, whom I never have met. He just lives a bit too far from me. It is a beautiful place. There are startling stars and magical galaxies, where his abode now is. I know Bhaiya flies there in joy, twirls and takes occasional summersaults. But alas, it is just that nobody sends my letters up to him!


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  1. Sreejani Guha RoyNovember 26, 2021 at 12:00 PM

    This made me emotional.

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    1. Souraseni BNovember 26, 2021 at 9:29 PM

      Means a lot๐Ÿ˜Š thnks fren๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

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  2. UnknownNovember 26, 2021 at 3:54 PM

    It made me speechless..๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ฅ

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    1. Souraseni BNovember 26, 2021 at 9:30 PM

      ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜‡

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  3. Amit DeyNovember 26, 2021 at 5:28 PM

    เฆ–ুเฆฌ เฆญাเฆฒো เฆนเฆฏ়েเฆ›ে ।

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    1. Souraseni BNovember 26, 2021 at 9:29 PM

      Such a kind kind junior. Study hard, do very well with your life๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡

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  4. Souraseni BNovember 26, 2021 at 9:28 PM

    These are my earnings for life. I thank everyone for stopping by, reading and giving feedbacks. It keeps me motivated๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

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  5. UnknownNovember 26, 2021 at 9:55 PM

    Soruaseni, I had some similar experience and it seems like you have stolen words from my heart. Brilliant. Absolutely brilliant.

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  6. UnknownNovember 26, 2021 at 9:58 PM

    All my childhood afternoons

    That I roamed alone and alone

    Where, where were you?

    I'm literally having goosebumps

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  7. Souraseni BNovember 26, 2021 at 10:08 PM

    I am kinda flattered... Thanks pal๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡ Stay beside๐Ÿ˜ข

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  8. SubhadrakalyanNovember 26, 2021 at 10:40 PM

    This was lovely! ❤

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  9. RituNovember 27, 2021 at 12:01 AM

    So deeply touched...
    Take love.

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  10. Souraseni BNovember 27, 2021 at 12:05 AM

    My dear❤️❤️ my lovely Ritu and a brilliant dancer๐ŸŒฟ๐ŸŒฟ

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  11. Deepom BhunyaNovember 27, 2021 at 1:56 AM

    The message you wanted to send your late brother through this poem, i think it reached to him.

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    1. Souraseni BNovember 27, 2021 at 2:16 AM

      Thank u๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿค—

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  12. Ashani ChakrabortyNovember 27, 2021 at 2:18 AM

    Amazing!

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  13. AritraNovember 27, 2021 at 5:15 AM

    I am sure your brother always looks upon you no matter where he is, and surely have listened to your words.

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  14. Souraseni BNovember 27, 2021 at 7:23 AM

    Thank you๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

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  15. Sayan MandalDecember 2, 2021 at 6:38 AM

    Too good!!

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